Ho Shizz, Gabwieee !

Yeap, danger. I should be cautious. But, I can;t be. I;m terrified, that now I;ve opened up, I;ll be shattered. Sure, sure, I;m the one who is always like, “IT;S OKAY.” And, I know it is, but I;m still afraid of it.
It;s not something people should be playing with - love. Especially not crazed hormonal fifteen year olds. But, still, I;m playing with it, flirting with it, falling in it, basking it, enjoying it, so, when is this crash going to come along? It happened a few weeks ago, I freaked out, and I couldn;t anymore. Then, I missed it too much, and begged for it back. Now, I;m scared again. Is this supposed to happen? When does this “I;m miserable” part go away, so we can get back to the “I love this” part?
Whatever. I;m not confused about what I want. I;m scared I shouldn;t want it.
This one was way to personal. Thank God nobody reads this peace o’shit blog anyways.
i miss peaceo’shit.